I would not say that I'm bipolar, or that I depend on others to make me happy, but I have noticed that i experience many shifts of mood that are very, very varied. One piece of music can be seen as lovely, uplifting, peaceful, and gentle, and the next minute it's the sound of my heart shattering into a million pieces, the train in the distance only accenting my solitude. It's often very hard for me here, but also very beautiful. I feel as though when I learn things it gets much, much better. Swaying to the side of the sanctuary.