20.1.10

Oh, to escape the cliche

I really wanted to start this, or even dub the subject as, 'Hello Darkness, my old friend.' I'm so original it kills me sometimes. But often, I really like it when i make these little jokes, obvious as they may be. It amuses me. But it's really not funny. Perhaps this is why I feel like I can't go into a room full of people I consider my friends. I feel like I'm intruding, that I wasn't invited and am not welcome. I also do not want to enter the room. I don't find them funny right now, amusing or intriguing. Just another solemn blogger.

I haven't felt the same since coming back to school. Je n'ai pas la joie.